Surviving In Hell

I’m still in hell,
Remember,
Stop judging everything;

If you thought that this summer,
You’d finally accomplish more,
You were expecting too much,
Too soon;

Besides,
All seasons are equal,
In their merits;

The barriers and obstacles and difficulties,
I’m already overcoming,
Are immense,

It’s easy to forget,
When you have high standards,
Expectations,
And optimism,

Why does that have to be coupled,
With so much rumination?

Why are my fingers clumsy and my vision blurry?
‘Cos that’s what it’s like, sometimes,
At the moment.

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