I somehow always seem to watch the perfect documentaries at the right time— my new interest in the law beginning last autumn inspired me to watch all of Forensic Files which was actually helpful. Lately I've been absorbed in watching "I Shouldn't Be Alive" which is epic stories of survival with the survivors ranging in … Continue reading I Did It
Amidst all of the hassle and stress of yesterday, I went to the supermarket and saw on the plant display as you walk in a bunch of snake plants! I always glance at the plants but they're usually more outdoor plants than indoors and this was the first time I'd seen snake plants there. They … Continue reading Fort Plante’s Resolute 🌿
OCD has been so bad,Everything has been so difficult,I can still remember a time when it improved,The beginning of last year; It is so freeing when I am able to escape it; I just need to keep surviving,And I'll be able to return to it (to not OCD). At least the midnight ground tremors have … Continue reading Not OCD
I thought I'd never in my life seen anyone with more plot armourthan Bilbo Baggins,But…There's something to be said about the sheer amount of plot armourwhich I've worn so far; Plot armour,Plot biceps,Plot balls! Image by Glauco Gianoglio from Pixabay 🌪
How do you sleep at night?Taking so much from me, F***ing OCD,Trauma-coping mechanisms; These past two years,All of those experiences— Trying to play instruments,Trying to read a book,Meeting up with a friend,The daytime drives, the night drives,Everything which might bring me joy,Triggers in me, instead, anxiety and fear,Retreat into distracting and numbing mental routines,—Putting the … Continue reading How Do You Sleep At Night? Huh?
I've lost a lot,I've really been hit by the lockdown,My growing network of friends and support was based around the charities which were helping me,Two of them had to stop because of the lockdown (and one has fallen out with me over a misunderstanding, which we cannot resolve because of the lockdown itself preventing me … Continue reading I Am Superhuman
Give me strength! I just came to realise that the zombie housemate was away,And simultaneously they were back, I was just ready to go outside and enjoy the sun,Whilst cooking some food, When they walked through the door; I broke my nocturnal routine,But now again I'm back in hiding, That person just makes me shudder,Makes … Continue reading Give Me Strength