I am living,It's better than sleeping,I am living,Better than fearing,I am living,Don't want to stop being,I am living,You better believe it! 🌪
I often bounce back,From a period of mental games and anxious noise,With new drive and determination,And added meaning to the day— Fight back those habits,In addition to heightened focus on my goals; I have an energy that I wouldn't otherwise have had,Had I tried to do it straight away; I see this as nothing but … Continue reading Construed Meaning
It's been one hell of a day so far,Fifteen hours, it's taken me,Just to get to lunch; There are too many days like this—Where I'm fighting lethargy,Fear at leaving my room and facing the mess,Then the anger, and cleaning which I must do first,Then cleaning the bathroom again if I forget to lock it from … Continue reading How And Why Am I Still Going?
Each day, you begin from scratch,Draw a line under the previous days,And say, None of that decides what I can do from now, Because it's simply not true,That I can't do something now because I haven't done it yet, And I still may not do it now,But that doesn't stop me from trying and believing, … Continue reading The Slow But Hopeful Path
Put it all behind,The doubts of OCD, Put it all behind,The inertia of OCD-induced lethargy, Put it all behind,And make a fresh effort from now 🙂. You've announced it,You've got to do it now 😲,Stupid person of integrity,Hahahahaha. 🌪
What I love,Is that it's always possible to go forwards, It's always possible to put the past behind you,And to start doing the things you wanted to now, —If you're healthy enough to, that is,And if you're not,—It's a chance, or an excuse,To be easier on yourself; Whether that thing is having a shower,Battling with … Continue reading It’s Always Possible To Move Forwards 💙