I Am Living

I am living,It's better than sleeping,I am living,Better than fearing,I am living,Don't want to stop being,I am living,You better believe it! 🌪

I Used To Be Scared Of The Dark

I used to be scared of the dark,—No,I used to be terrified of the dark; It was a toss-up between darkness and big spiders,As to which was my worst phobia,Possibly darkness,Since darkness itself lent the possibility of hidden big black spiders…And countless imagined monsters,(Or just knife-wielding humans); My brain picked up on everything—I'd take in … Continue reading I Used To Be Scared Of The Dark →

Self-Love Comes To The Fore

Self-love comes to the fore,Now that I'm out of that one hole, at least, I'm out of the deep, dark emotional hole of that place,Where I was emotionally-insulated from the outside world,With its indifferent and stubborn walls; Indifferent, stubborn, insensitive, judging,From that (manipulative) mess I have arisen,It was a slow-motion disaster in the making,But it … Continue reading Self-Love Comes To The Fore →

Running Away

No warning at all,Snapping suddenly,Right, you're for it,Look of a monster; It's just as well,That I was great at running away,Fuelled with adrenaline,And absolute terror, Up the stairs, into the bathroom,Lock the door, out of the window; Down the street, around the corner,Not a chance in the world of keeping up; Up the stairs, into … Continue reading Running Away →