You’ve Ruined It Now

The dead ones rise with the morning,Angerous energies begin burning, No stable ground exists for the living,And they must fight, fight to keep going… No you've ruined it now! You've ruined it for me,You messed it all up and you undid everything,No you've ruined it now! You've ruined it for me,You ripped out my heart, … Continue reading You’ve Ruined It Now

Returning Again And Again

I continue to find safety and refuge in my writing,And right when it's feeling at its most indirected and purposeless,It finds its cozy use again; Right when I am turning most inward,And dwelling again on the on-going struggles,Returning to repetitive compulsions,And the headaches and isolation which that causes, That's when writing and creativity are a … Continue reading Returning Again And Again

Dark Energies

It's time to write something dark,To relinquish those difficult feelings, From inhabiting an oppressive atmosphere,That is episodically turbulent; It's a fight to retain buoyancy,Whilst crossing alien waters,Dark, and strangely coloured,Made up of novel molecules, I may yet find an island,Away from all those worries,But ending the story, in peace and calm,Was not my original objective! … Continue reading Dark Energies

Not Quite Extrovert Enough?

I feel like I'd be a good actor,I've always loved the idea of it, I've always done it, and I'm always doing it,β€”But only by myself; At school I took all the opportunities,For drama, and acting,Or any kind of performing, Because I liked the idea of it,Yet was just never confident enough,In practice; Always quiet … Continue reading Not Quite Extrovert Enough?

Appreciation #8

I'm awake,And out of bed,"Yo dude,Get up and get outta bed",As my Bart Simpson alarm clock,Used to say, (And It doesn't matter,How pleasant you think it will sound,How joyously you think you will rouse,β€”It will quickly become,Hell's own death knell); I'm living in a house,With a nice big kitchen,Not living in my car,My screams sounding … Continue reading Appreciation #8

Appreciation #7 πŸ™

I like these poems,β€”Because I usually begin,With no inspiration, But with a topic to start with,It quickly starts flowing,My mind, the creative,Is unconsciously rhyming πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ; I used to hate emojis,Particularly over-use of them,But, since I'm often complaining,About restrictions of text,I've found their implementation,To dramatically help with subtext πŸ˜‰, So, yes,I love and I hate to … Continue reading Appreciation #7 πŸ™

Appreciation #6

I have no funny or interesting preface,For this one, today,I don't even know,How I wrote the others, previously! I appreciate my emotions,Which I feel for myself,And for others too,β€”Sometimes for good,And sometimes for bad 😈,No not really! But seriously,It feels like I conjure emotional landscapes,In my mind sometimes,In response to music,Whilst thinking of my hopes … Continue reading Appreciation #6