Life In The Horror Show

And there I satAt my wit's endAfter seven months of struggleAnd inexplicable experiences I logged back onto facebookAs my final actMade it plainJust how little of life I cared; There, I glimpsedAmongst it allAfter everything I had experiencedHaving lived on the edge for so longFacing death so many times, alone The faces of those whom … Continue reading Life In The Horror Show

Transparency, Objectivity, Clarity

I'm going to sayI'm not minimising somethingWhen it's the entire point of my speech I'm going to use verbsWith cult-like associationsTo add fake authority to my words I'm going to pretendThat a different version of objective realityIs true; I don't need a translator, or education in body language, or even wisdom and experience to understand … Continue reading Transparency, Objectivity, Clarity

Emotional Intuition And Sensitivity

I want to do what I canTo help people in abuse situationsAnd raise awarenessOf the signs Because the most important signs are so obvious to some peopleAnd not to others;We need to do all we canTo get everybody on the same page; There's nothing that hurts me more…Than seeing somebody else in that kind of … Continue reading Emotional Intuition And Sensitivity

Dealing With Thoughts Of Defeatedness

Too much pain,Too much suffering,Too much loss,Creeping feelings of abject apathy and meaninglessness; I need to take a breakβ€”Back to action,Helping others where I can,Whilst giving myself what I need,Everything with the best intentions and thoughtfulness,That's all I can do,And it's enough; Anything else is self-defeating. Enjoy this photo of this strange-looking plant I was … Continue reading Dealing With Thoughts Of Defeatedness

What’s The Worst That Could Happen? πŸ€”

My heart's fine,My health is fine,And after all…What's the worst that could happen? I could drop dead tomorrow,Or even now,And would that be so bad? I wouldn't have to bear the aftermath,It would probably be quick and painless,And it would immediately end the last few years of struggle; Anxiety's felt in the heart,So anxiety about … Continue reading What’s The Worst That Could Happen? πŸ€”

Divide And Conquer

Divide and conquer,Is now a working strategy, It doesn't matter if you piss off half the population,If the other half will be attracted into a cult-like following,Just to be contrary,Through a belief that they know something that you don't, It's been shown to be a working model,When there's a critical mass of people who'll blindly … Continue reading Divide And Conquer

Don’t Listen To The Judgers

β€œOn ten counts of first-degree suffering of traumatic experiences, how do you plead?”, β€œNot guilty”, "You are hereby sentenced to 20 years of no empathy, repeated put-downs and victim-blaming. Let you become an example for society!”. πŸ‘¨β€βš–οΈ πŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈπŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈπŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈπŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈ Photo by Arwan Sutanto on Unsplash πŸŒͺ