Imaginative Freedom

What if I put those energies into writing and creativity?Writing as a way out of an obsessive OCD mind loop; This is not new, I've done this before,But then unfortunately I showed this blog to family,In a time of desperation; At first, I wasn't too bothered,And I was riding high on good feelings of no … Continue reading Imaginative Freedom →

Free Radical

Free like the wings of the Orion Nebula!Shining rays of light into the universe, Free like lonely old Sedna,Roaming the outer fringes,And not in the least bit orthodox, Free,Freer than ever,Away from the storm at the centre, Free from prying eyes,Hidden from judging minds, Free to just be me,Once more. 🌪

Rediscovering

Phew,I am recovering,From family interaction, And depression,Instigated by the environment; I'm taking control of my environment,By isolating myself to my room,And becoming self-sufficient,From the rest of the house, Yes, that means a more-limited diet,But I could take no pleasure, in cooking anyway,And with a fridge and a microwave,There is plenty of variety; I survived for … Continue reading Rediscovering →

One-Dimensional Being

One-dimensional being,Tell me,How do you keep looking forwards,So relentlessly? Do I have a choice?He replied, Me and my fellows,We agree to remain in constant forwards motion,Or else nothing would ever get done! How do you communicate? Alas, my only experience of the world…Is of varying shades of brightness,Ahead and behind, I can only ever hope … Continue reading One-Dimensional Being →

Unparalleled Universes

I've forgotten what it's like,To write about what I want to write about,To let my mind wander,And turn it into stories; But I'm getting hints of the feelings I had,Even if briefly,And I just know it…Will all come flooding back and more; There are whole universes of creation,Bursting at the seams,Untold histories and unseen wonders,Dying … Continue reading Unparalleled Universes →

Pushback

If I keep waiting until I feel like writing something creative and adventurous again,It's probably not going to happen, I should just write something creative out of a need to write it,Like before,Maybe I should just push to finish off one of those un-finished stories 😉. Writing is my life-blood,It runs in my veins,And that's … Continue reading Pushback →

Returning Again And Again

I continue to find safety and refuge in my writing,And right when it's feeling at its most indirected and purposeless,It finds its cozy use again; Right when I am turning most inward,And dwelling again on the on-going struggles,Returning to repetitive compulsions,And the headaches and isolation which that causes, That's when writing and creativity are a … Continue reading Returning Again And Again →

Priorities

There I was, thinking to myself,What the fuck am I writing on here,Wasting people's time, with silly posts,(What a difference a mood makes!); Then I read the latest one again—Breaking The Vicious Cycle,And it actually cheered me up,I felt worthy again! Awesome. What a risky strategy it is at times,Investing your emotions into what you … Continue reading Priorities →

OCD And The Creativity In Me

If I were only half as clever and creative as OCD—And that stopped me in my tracks, For what is OCD,But an expression of me? It's as much a result of my brain's neural networks,As is the core of my personality; What's more,My experience of OCD has been heavily inclined to the abstract,Which has also … Continue reading OCD And The Creativity In Me →

Poetry Pandemic

I have so many things I want to write about!But I don't want to flood the internet, The world's not ready yet,For my poetry pandemic. 🌪