Sometimes, when I see something so disgusting,
I can’t stop bringing it back to mind,
Nor do anything else,
Until I’ve found the ‘right’ way to reconcile this with the world;
In fact, now I remember writing about this on here before;
Anyway, there are times in survival mode I am able to numb myself to such things,
Other times not,
And I’m trying to find the ‘right’ way to leave the thought and restore my sanity,
Especially before it enters long-term memory;
I’ve been doing this for two hours,
Even whilst yesterday I was doing remarkably well with the usual issues and much more focused and sane;
The whole world should be exploded for the sake of erasure from reality such things and all memories of them which should never have existed in the first place.
The galaxy is lava.