Through The Gates Of Hell

When they are marched through the gates of Hell…
Down into the deepest recesses of nothingness like some terminal mystery tour they didn’t volunteer for,
With the Earth they once knew so, so far above…so out of reach,
I wonder if they’ll regret it?
I wonder if they’ll look back over their shoulder, and thinkβ€”

Damn, maybe I was the abuser after all…?

I doubt it.

But I thought I was going to Heaven…
…What’s all this about!!?? πŸ˜©πŸ˜“πŸ₯΅


No…seriously, my ticket saysβ€”

…wait a minute…



14 thoughts on “Through The Gates Of Hell

  1. My daughter accused me of abuse. It haunted me for years that maybe I *had* abused her. I’m kinda more settled about it now because way after I was out of the picture, she accused other people of abusing her. She is a serial abusee.

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    1. That’s an interesting perspective! I can imagine that would be really haunting yeah.

      Yeah it’s a word you’ve got to be careful with. I feel uncomfortable with using it in some situations because abuse can be unintentional and a result of personality traits and lack of self-awareness, even though the effects can be just as bad. My letting agent/landlord situation was a clear example of abuse. Other times other people used the word ‘abuse’ for a situation I described, where I felt uncomfortable with using it. If other people are using that word though, you have more confidence with using it and it’s a good sign.

      You’ve got to play devil’s advocate with yourself and eliminate other possibilities, which is typically what makes abusers abusiveβ€” they’re not able to do that haha.

      People who are abused are usually the opposite end of that scaleβ€” overly self-critical.

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      1. funny you should say that. Daughter used to write on Facebook, “mum and dad are bastards” and get waves of sympathy from the thousand “friends” she had never even met. Little did they know what actually happened.

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    1. Lol, perhaps! But then their hell will be opposite of that, by definition 😈.

      In my letting agent/landlord’s hell all tenants will have their own locks and keys, with 24 hour surveillance and guard dogs…and use the electricity and heating 24/7 with the windows openβ€¦πŸ˜ƒ

      And when they try to move their limbs or shout to complain it will be like in a dream moving through honey and stifled screamsβ€¦πŸ˜


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