How am I the first to invent this word or at least to type it intentionally on the internet? Only 963 search results, all of them porn; Make of that what you will about how it reflects on literacy standards in the porn industry; But, in fact sadomachoism is an apt word for the concept of toxic masculinity or the striving towards self-defeating ideals of machoism 😁.
Incidentally, I’ve been wondering if there should be a gender between male and female which might more accurately describe myself. Don’t get me wrong— physically I’m absolutely, undeniably male. But emotionally feel somewhere in-between.
Perhaps I should be a fale, a fale whale.
Or a malef, and this could be a guide to my future dating strategy?
Maybe I should in fact be searching for—
“HOT SINGLE MALEFS IN MY AREA”.