I still haven’t had
One human voice
Talk to me about the incident today,
Or in any kind of way about anything,
Just one, friendly human voice.
I’m fucking breaking.
I’ve been protecting my best friend from it because she’s in such a stressful, vulnerable situation herself, and it’s been a slow and difficult process to try to get her in touch with the services/support that she needs. When she sees what’s happening with me it reduces her confidence in getting the help that she needs too. We usually support each other and I usually share everything. She’ll read it here soon enough anyway.
Abuse that isn’t physical or sexual
And I’m determined to change it. I am so fucking angry about this.