The intense suffering;
The heart is all gone,
You’re only deserving,
If you have formal documentation;
I am stressed for the same reasons as usual,
And the autism assessment call is soon,
But I haven’t finished the 17 page questionnaire,
And I’ve been trying to reschedule the call since Friday,
But they’re taking forever to get back.
Now I am fearing,
They want to go ahead with the call,
Without even seeing the questionnaire first.
And regardless of the assessment,
The level of stress I am under is not acceptable,
For another day longer.
I have raged,
I have screamed,
And slammed doors,
And that is so not me,
But I am cornered.