To be totally honest,
I couldn’t care less about it,
βPIP applications,
And appeasing Universal Credit,
It’s been two years of this shit,
And I’m sick of it,
I’ve been on Universal Credit,
In three different places,
I’ve done a PIP application,
In two different places,
I’ve had the police phoned on me several times,
By estranged family members,
It’s all so much bullshit,
To deal with, alone;
To be totally fucking honest?
All I give a shit about is writing,
Music,
And singing,
And I could damn well do with a break,
I’m fighting OCD, on top of it;
All of this time,
I’m just fighting for my sanity,
To do basic tasks,
And then maybe writing,
And then maybe music,
Which are incredibly therapeutic;
I’m fighting for basic things,
And these are achievable,
But those other things, which I’m no longer motivated to do,
βAre just stressing me out, now,
And setting me back further.
Fuck.
Off.
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That’s all too much stress for anyone, Robin. π
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Thank you, Ember! I had a bad day for OCD today, but I got a lot of cleaning done (not related!). I’ll be resting in bed soon, though and will have much more opportunity for tomorrow :). Many things to be thankful for. π
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Well done you for turning your stress into some positive action and then taking a rest. Ideal. π
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Thanks Ember! Simultaneously it’s kind of been taken out of my hands, anyway, since nothing is functioning as normal. So, all positive π and that change has really been benefiting me! I really feel good at the moment.
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That’s great to hear, Robin. I hope the good feelings continue. π
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