I can’t escape the trap of my own brain, I think I might just turn and go fully insane ,
Growing light-headed within the endless circles, Wearing myself down with the pointless movements,
I’ll do anything to snap out of this mess, Lying face-down on the bed and screaming ,
Starving myself to death of a feeling of peace, Finding myself crumpled and over-reacting ,
Went out in the night and I screamed my head off , Made no difference,Because I’m such an awful fuck !
Image par Pete Linforth de Pixabay
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I write poems which are mental health-themed, creative or humourous :).
Within mental health I write a lot about: ADHD, OCD, anxiety, autism, emotional traumaβ usually with an optimistic slant.
My goals for my blog are to give myself a therapeutic, creative outlet whilst also being able to connect with and relate to other people.
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March 9, 2020 March 9, 2020
I can relate to this a lot π damn.
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You can? Oh man thank you!!
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I really needed to write something bloody and graphic because I was just so frustrated and losing hope. I finally got some kind of rest just now and it really gives me extra strength to see somebody being able to relate to it! πππ
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Writing is a powerful therapeutic tool. Keep up the good work π
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Indeed! Thanks so much for the encouragement! π
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Glad to hear that writing the poem helped, Robin. We all have moments when we feel like screaming!π
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