Tic Toc Tourettes

Goes the clock,
When your mind is focussed,

On f***ing tics!!

It’s been a bad day for them,
Which has made me quite numb…

—Breaking the loop,
Of work and reward,
So that all I’m experiencing,
Is work and pain;

F*** f***ing f***‘s sake;

It also makes OCD,
Dramatically worse;

I listened to hours of podcasts,
Whilst doing jobs today,
But I didn’t hear any of it…
As I couldn’t stop focusing on tics.

But now has come the time,
To forgive myself,
—So I forgive myself,
And I’ll let myself relax 🙂.

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