TL;DR

I’ve annoyed myself now at my inability to communicate and constraining myself to write in poems.

Basically I started writing probably a bit too much, then spending way too much time obsessing about it because I was depressed and not keeping busy enough. Which made me feel guilty and like I’d lost sight of myself and the purpose for writing here. And I felt the need to write about that here, because I don’t have many outlets at all for thoughts that I need to share and discuss.

Then in my annoyance and impatience I was unnecessarily harsh about things and also generalising too much.

Then I got really annoyed at myself for expressing things that in a better mood and with a clearer mind, I no longer agreed with and which didn’t make sense. And I like being precise!

I’ve fixed it all by being busier, and disabling some of the notifications :).

My feelings about things can change drastically depending on my mood. Then adding impulsivity and impatience…recipe for disaster sometimes!

Now I’ve perfectly expressed myself and I’m happy!

Bye!

Dry me properly! πŸ˜’

πŸŒͺ

4 thoughts on “TL;DR

  1. I feel you. I can think completely different about things depending on my mood. Sometimes my moods feel like the just take me over, but I’ve been slowly learning there’s a lot I can do to lessen the intensity and duration of depression/anxiety.

    You guessed it, swimming regularly is one way for me.

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    1. “I can think completely different about things depending on my mood”
      So, so, so true…!

      Like

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