I’ve annoyed myself now at my inability to communicate and constraining myself to write in poems.
Basically I started writing probably a bit too much, then spending way too much time obsessing about it because I was depressed and not keeping busy enough. Which made me feel guilty and like I’d lost sight of myself and the purpose for writing here. And I felt the need to write about that here, because I don’t have many outlets at all for thoughts that I need to share and discuss.
Then in my annoyance and impatience I was unnecessarily harsh about things and also generalising too much.
Then I got really annoyed at myself for expressing things that in a better mood and with a clearer mind, I no longer agreed with and which didn’t make sense. And I like being precise!
I’ve fixed it all by being busier, and disabling some of the notifications :).
My feelings about things can change drastically depending on my mood. Then adding impulsivity and impatience…recipe for disaster sometimes!
Now I’ve perfectly expressed myself and I’m happy!