Are both incredibly confusing,
—I am still new to the experience,
With a lifetime of natural resistance;
For when there’s daylight, and people bustling,
There’s no way,
I feel like sleeping;
And come evening, when at my best,
I feel most like doing,
Which is most confusing,
Since I’m such a person of the morning!
But now I’m taking anti-depressants;
Two naps today,
And both times, coming awake—
This was more confusing,
Than coming round after a good anaesthetising,
But less annoying,
Without a nurse going ‘Robin???’,
Once they saw my eyelids,
What day is it? What time is it?
Did I do that…yesterday, today…
Tomorrow? Wait what?
Why am I wearing clothes?
Memory of thing:
Happened just now,
Also memory of thing:
Happened three hours ago;