What a mess…
More mistakes,
Now that I’m waking at 5am,
I can spend that time trying to fix this mess;
People say be kind to myself,
But my ability to mess things up,
Is unparalleled…
Back in December,
I had to get a temporary parking permit,
For my car,
(I knew this was just asking for trouble),
Which gave me six weeks,
To get a residents‘ permit;
Been depressed since one month ago,
And steadily declining,
I’ve picked myself back up,
βBut I obviously didn’t get around to it…
Further,
I haven’t changed my driving license address yet…
(I was just filling the form today),
Which is a prerequisite,
To getting the residents’ permit…
I got a parking ticket today,
And with this extra delay…
Is that one ticket per day,
Until I get this sorted?
F**k...
At least,
Maybe now, I’ll sleep…
πͺ
I am sorry Robin
I can imagine the stress.
I hope you get a good night’s sleep.
I know I always feel better after I sleep well.
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Thank you Margie!
I’m feeling better now after the writing and your comment :). And I’ll definitely feel more better after sleeping :). Was just about to go to bed then I had this frustration with the smell of cannabis…xD.
Going to bed now! :). Night!
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So glad you are feeling better Robin. Sleep well and sweet dreams . π
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Thanks Margie! π and thanks for all your comments, they’ve been very helpful honestly. Hope your trip is going great!
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Have a good nights sleep. I was about to give you some tough love, and then thought better of it! Sleep well and tomorrow is another day, so you can get the parking sorted! I loathe doing forms so I get it!
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Thank you! I don’t actually do well with ‘tough love’, it actually makes me feel worse xD. But I do like to hear opinions that disagree with mine, so I’d be interested to know what the content of it was :).
I do sometimes worry about being too ‘complainy’ about every small thing. But on the other hand my ability to deal with things varies, and writing is always a very reliable way to make things easier. I did indeed sleep well :), and feel better. Thanks! π
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Yep. Been there!
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Wow thanks so much for that! For relating. Unexpectedβ it’s hard to believe! π€
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Ah well there you gonyou see! Been reading your poetryl. Itβs good.
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Haha! Thanks so much! I really appreciate you reading them and the comments π.
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Youβre welcome. I read quite a few last night π
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Awesome :D, glad you’re enjoying them! Thanks :).
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Uggg depression sucks. And making lists of things to get done, just makes me more depressed. I don’t wanna…
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Your profile picture…π. Thank you for empathising! Totally get it :).
Although I find making a todo list helps me a lot. Apps can make it a bit more satisfying. I use Microsoft Todo app for example. Trick is to have a list specific for that day, not put too many things in and allow yourself to rest once it’s done, or once you’ve done as much as you can. And however much you do, not beat yourself up for not getting it all done, even if other people want to do that for you…
I don’t know if that helps at all! Thanks for commenting π.
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It is indeed me in the profile picture. You’re welcome! I hope you find some sunshine soon.
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Cool. Thanks a lot! As long as I’m not alone with things I can pretty much deal with it π. Same to you.
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Sometimes we can get a mess
what we want is to get it clean
be certain that I’ve said before
trying to do and give your best
of bad emotions will make you
like being protected & immune
no matter if you got into a mess
cause you’ll feel life, as a bless.
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Thanks a lot! π.
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You are very welcome! βοΈ
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